Two people sit on benches in a dark gallery watching a projected scene from Nan Goldins film Memory Lost at Pirelli HangarBicocca in Milan.
7 min

01.12.2025

Nan Goldin's "This Will Not End Well" in Milan

By Francesca Interlenghi

Discover Nan Goldin's touring exhibition "This Will Not End Well" at Pirelli HangarBicocca in Milan, tracing her intimate images, films and activism from the 1970s to today.

Pirelli HangarBicocca in Milan, Italy, is dedicating its first major exhibition to the work of Nan Goldin (b. 1953, Washington, D.C.), as a filmmaker and multimedia artist. The show is curated by Roberta Tenconi with Lucia Aspesi and will be on display until February 15, 2026.

Black-and-white portrait of Nan Goldin looking at the camera, with curly hair and her hand resting near her chin, wearing a dark top and a ring

Nan Goldin, portrait. Photo: Thea Traff.

The concept came from a collaboration between the artist and Fredrik Liew, chief curator at Moderna Museet, Stockholm, where the show debuted in 2022. It traveled to the Stedelijk Museum in Amsterdam (2023) and the Neue Nationalgalerie in Berlin (2024). After Milan it will continue at Grand Palais Rmn in Paris (2026). The internationally acclaimed American artist presents the public with the full force of her work: a far-reaching narrative rooted in her life, her friends, and the places she has lived, and set though the world of “diversity”. Removed from any notion of photography as social inquiry or conceptual experimentation tool, Goldin has always been drawn to the intimate diary form; an exploration akin to a family album no longer hidden in a drawer. “I don't choose people to photograph; I take photos straight from my life. These photos come from relationships, not observation” she states, affirming her approach to exploration. This strategy is never conducted from the outside, but rather undertaken in the first person as the result of direct engagement. The outcomes are both striking and compelling. To fully understand Goldin’s work, however, we must take a step back and outline the climate of the 1980s, when her poetics developed. The change in attitude toward photography that emerged at the beginning of the decade stemmed from an evolution in how images and their aesthetic identity were conceived and the growing presence of female artists in the international art scene. The revival of themes related to the body and sexuality that characterized the period found fertile ground inGoldin’s research, which featured a high degree of personalization and the substantial abolition of the private sphere.

           

The emotional essence of everyday life

Goldin was raised in the suburbs of Boston in a Jewish family with four children. She was the youngest. At sixteen, she bought her first camera and started experimenting with black-and-white film. She was an avid cinephile and was captivated by Marlene Dietrich, Marilyn Monroe and Hollywood divas. She was also influenced by European films, such as those by Michelangelo Antonioni, Robbe-Grillet, and Jacques Rivette, as well as the films of Andy Warhol.

Four glamorous performers in bright gowns and evening wear pose at a bar in warm, cinematic light, in Nan Goldins photograph taken during a fashion show at Second Tip in Bangkok.

The Other Side, 1992–2021. Nan Goldin, Fashion show at Second Tip, Toon, C, So and Yogo, Bangkok, 1992 © Nan Goldin. Courtesy Gagosian

After finishing her studies at Satya Community School in Lincoln, Massachusetts, in the early 1970s, she moved to Boston with a group of drag queens and began narrating their lives through images. Around this time, she decided to attend the School of the Museum of Fine Arts, where she studied the history of photography. She then moved to the queer community of Provincetown. Without access to a darkroom for printing, she began considering slides as a means of displaying her work, an approach that would soon become her preferred method. Starting in 1978, in the chaotic and fervent laboratory that was New York City, she documented the lives of her friends and lovers at clubs, underground cinemas, and in her Bowery apartment. She was interested in the emotional essence of everyday life and the souls of people, which the medium allowed her to access as if it were an invisible extension of the empathy felt by herself. If we had to attribute a function to Goldin’s photography, it would be maieutic because, like a midwife, it encourages viewers of her stories of identity, intimacy, marginality, violence, love, and loss to give birth to feelings of awareness and knowledge of the human condition. Her work is a mirror image of the real world, which is dominated by both beauty and enchantment and pain and terror. It is a world in which humans are immersed with no escape.

           

“The diary I let people read”

Drawing from her personal experiences and relationships, she began working on her first major slideshow, The Ballad of Sexual Dependency (1981–2022). This collection comprises nearly 700 portraits and an eclectic soundtrack that capture moments of life in New York, Provincetown, Berlin, and London from the 1970s to the 1990s. “Some of the music is obscure; my friends gave me music, and I collected music from around the world. Wherever I went to do the slideshow, people would turn me on to another piece of music.” The work is continuously updated and re-edited, so it is constantly changing.

Visitors sit on dark benches in a black-box gallery watching a projected scene from Nan Goldins film The Ballad of Sexual Dependency, showing an intimate moment between two people on screen.

Nan Goldin, The Ballad of Sexual Dependency, 1981-2022, Installation view, Pirelli HangarBicocca, Milan, 2025 © Nan Goldin. Courtesy the artist, Gagosian, and Pirelli HangarBicocca, Milan. Photo Agostino Osio

It has never been exhibited in the same version, which gives new impetus to Goldin’s candid yet delicate perspective on relationships, intimacy, parties, bedrooms, and bars. This seminal work of the artist (included in the groundbreaking 1980 Times Square show in New York) is contained within one of several architectural structures, defined as pavilions, and designed by architect Hala Wardé, that characterize the exhibition. Together, they form a sort of village. Each stop of the metaphorical journey they suggest, corresponds to one of Goldin’s works, including Memory Lost (2019–21). Goldin herself considers that her most important work after The Ballad of Sexual Dependency. The narrative revolves around substance addiction and withdrawal and how these experiences can alter memory. The use of blurred, damaged, or technically imperfect photographs taken from deleted scenes serves to convey the distortion of memories. These images, in their rawness, can be deeply lyrical. The artist’s community of friends—her big family—was affected by many deaths from overdose or AIDS. This led her to found the activist group P.A.I.N. (Prescription Addiction Intervention Now), which is dedicated to curbing the phenomenon of prescription opioid abuse. This has skyrocketed in America since the late 1980s due to unscrupulous marketing.

           

This Will Not End Well

The exhibition unfolds through the artist’s most significant works: The Other Side (1992–2021), a historical portrait and tribute to transgender friends, featuring intimate and private photographs taken between 1972 and 2010; Fire Leap (2010–2022), an exploration of childhood; and Sirens (2019–2020), a depiction of the ecstasy of drug use. Additionally, two slideshows are presented for this occasion. You Never Did Anything Wrong (2024) is Goldin’s first abstract work and a poetic meditation inspired by the ancient myth that eclipses are caused by animals stealing the sun.

Installation view of Nan Goldins exhibition This Will Not End Well at Pirelli HangarBicocca in Milan, showing dark pavilion-like structures lit with blue, green, and orange spotlights inside a large industrial hall.

Nan Goldin, “This Will Not End Well”, Exhibition view, Pirelli HangarBicocca, Milan, 2025 © Nan Goldin. Courtesy the artist, Gagosian, and Pirelli HangarBicocca, Milan. Photo Agostino Osio

Stendhal Syndrome (2024) is based on six myths from Ovid’s “Metamorphoses,” which come to life through portraits of Goldin’s friends in a visual dialogue across time. Visitors are welcomed by the sound installation Bleeding (2025), which was specially commissioned by Pirelli HangarBicocca and conceived by Soundwalk Collective, a duo formed by contemporary artist Stephan Crasneanscki and producer Simone Merli in 2015. Together, they have created soundtracks for various projects, including the 2022 documentary All the Beauty and the Bloodshed, winner of the Golden Lion at the 79th Venice International Film Festival. This new composition is based on environmental recordings collected during previous editions of the show in Stockholm, Amsterdam, and Berlin. The sound fragments are continuously recomposed using a custom instrument suspended in mid-air and transformed. However, the exhibition reaches its true climax with Sisters, Saints, Sibyls (2004–2022), a testament to family trauma and suicide, and the point where the dramatic tension condenses and becomes almost palpable.

Installation view of Nan Goldins Sisters, Saints, Sibyls at Pirelli HangarBicocca in Milan, showing a single lit bed in the center of a dark hall surrounded by three large projected family photographs on the walls.

Nan Goldin, Sisters, Saints, Sibyls, 2004-2022, Installation view, Pirelli HangarBicocca, Milan, 2025 © Nan Goldin. Courtesy the artist, Kramlich Collection and Pirelli HangarBicocca, Milan. Photo Agostino Osio

This three-channel video installation with sculptural elements and various objects explores the biographical narrative of the artist’s sister, Barbara, who was institutionalized in a psychiatric hospital and committed suicide at eighteen. The installation is presented inside the Cubo, a monumental space whose vastness with a height exceeding 20 meters evokes the architectural grandeur of the Chapelle de la Salpêtrière in Paris, where the piece was originally commissioned and exhibited in 2004. In its re-proposal in the Milanese venue, the work emerges in a form strictly faithful to the original. It features two wax figures: a young woman lying on a small bed and a man raised on a support. Viewers can observe these figures from an elevated platform as the images flash across the screens. “It is a story about women trapped—figuratively and literally—in mythological, psychological, and physical spaces.” The exhibition is titled This Will Not End Well. It could sound ominous, were it not for the benevolent irony with which the artist approaches the complex human comedy. The extensive body of work that resembles a free-verse poem expresses her secular passion for humanity.

A nude woman sits immersed in a small tiled pool, looking directly at the camera, in Nan Goldins photograph Amanda at the sauna, Hotel Savoy, Berlin, 1993.

The Ballad of Sexual Dependency, 1981–2022. Nan Goldin, Amanda at the sauna, Hotel Savoy, Berlin, 1993 © Nan Goldin. Courtesy Gagosian

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However, no photos are allowed at this great festival of existence. In the so-called era of flat culture where everything is reduced to information and shareable images, Goldin forces us to take a symbolic step back, giving new value and meaning to things. She brings us into contact with the incredible emotional intensity of her gaze and gives us a comprehensive view of the sphere of existence, including moral deformities, thought distortions, anomalies, and brutality.



Nan Goldin, This Will Not End Well

Dates: 11 October 2025 – 15 February 2026

Address: Pirelli HangarBicocca, Via Chiese 2, 20126 Milan, Italy

Organised by Moderna Museet, Stockholm, in collaboration with Pirelli HangarBicocca, Milan; Stedelijk Museum Amsterdam; Neue Nationalgalerie, Berlin; and Grand Palais RMN, Paris.

Presentation at Pirelli HangarBicocca curated by Roberta Tenconi with Lucia Aspesi.

Date

01.12.2025

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